Okay so things haven’t been working out the way I imagined it would be. Or rather I haven’t been living up to my own expectations. Its been a rough couple of weeks and I was on the brink of losing it. Who knew making a decision would be so hard? Or maybe it was just me and my fickle mindedness that interfered every time I decided on something.
Truth be told, despite all my efforts to be optimistic about everything I couldn’t help but feel sorry for myself. The past few days I whined, complained, argued and got angry over the smallest and stupidest things. I was in hypersensitive mode. I took it out on the people I loved. Or rather one person.
So this post is dedicated specially to you (you know who you are) =)
I know I put you through a lot and I know it’s not easy handling me at times. You saw the worst of me and yet you remained calm and never lost your cool. I know I annoyed your soul with all the silly arguments I had with you but you humbly accepted the blame and was the first to apologize even when it wasn’t your fault to begin with. You had to deal with my sudden burst of emotions and endure hours of me complaining and whining about things. I know I haven’t been the easiest person to be with these past few days. I was being a total bitch and I’m sorry about that.
Thank you for being with me every step of the way. For encouraging me and believing in me. Thank you most of all for knocking some sense into me. You really did make me see a lot of things and you knew from the start what I really wanted to do and that amazes me. You just made me fall in love with you a little bit more. =) Thank you for being the shoulder to cry on when no one else would. You have been a blessing in my life and I think God sent you in my life for a reason. For that I’ll be forever grateful to Him. You really are an amazing person. =)
So yea. I know it’s a sappy post but he totally deserves it for the hell I’ve put him through.
and you said that i was sappy?!?!! grrrrrr!!! and yes, he is a sweet boy..
There is a BIG difference between being sappy ONCE in awhile and being sappy almost ALL the time… You still top the list.. bluekkk!
ROFL.. what all the time??? actually, my sappiness has faded a bit..
work pulling all that attributes and moving it to boring and grumpy.. 
need to do something to change that.. 
Actually its true, you’ve turned grumpy these days…. hehe.. Not too late to change! =)